Sunday, November 9, 2008

Willpower

it's been about two weeks since I had an adjustment with my lapband. I have really been having a hard time. Why? now I can eat pretty much anything again. You can tell me, "Kerri, the band is just a tool and you need to do your part too". I understand that, but unfortunetly, I don't have the self control yet to eat right and I'm scared that I can easily put weight back on faster than you can say boo!

My metabolism is slow, it's the way God made me. With that thought and struggling with what i'm putting in my mouth i'm going to have a 1/2 cc put back in.

I think........

Kerri

1 comment:

LindaJean said...

Hi Kerri
I think about you often, and can sympathize a little with what you are going through recently. I know it is a worry regarding falling back on old eating patterns. Now that John has found he can eat more than he anticipated pre-surgery, I am the one nervous about his will power :)
You have really come a long way, and I know you are going to reach your goals. I will keep you in my prayers for peace and persistence in this life changing journey :)
Say hello to Steve for us!